When things get all so rough at home, e only thing u can do is to grit ur teeth and keep ur ass off e fire. Maybe at e same time, make plans to grow up quick and find a damn job and a damn house and move out ASAP and never see their faces again and go hide and live in my own little anti-social world.

It is when..

Sometimes u hear them screaming at one another as if there's no neighbours around.

Sometimes u have them screaming at u cos u've stepped on their toes or when u've done sth wrong again as usual or when they're just in a bad mood tt's all.

Sometimes u find urself screaming at them cos no matter how nice or patient u've tried to explain things to them, they just never seemed to get it into their heads.

And sometimes they just repeats e same mistakes over and over again, and wad's worst is tt e stupid mistake never fails to piss u off right straight in e face each time.

The whole house never had its quiet moments it seems. Perhaps minus e sleeping time and bathing time and toilet time. Oh, but sometimes we oso scream at e ppl outside e toilet when we're inside doing business. How nice eh?

Then sometimes i wonder how do my neighbours living upstairs/downstairs/right beside us, look at us. Maybe we're just a dysfunctional bunch of ppl who share e same blood ties and have realli realli bad tempers. I mean u cun deny e fact tt some things realli run in e blood ya?

But i figured out this while bathing ytd:

When things get all so rough at home, e only thing u can do is to grit ur teeth and TRY TO keep ur ass off e fire. AND most importantly, to remind urself tt come wad may,

'WE ARE STILL A FAMILY'.

Trust me, it realli helps.